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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2017-05-14 03:29 pm

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[personal profile] fscom 2017-05-14 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Official advertise your fandom-related event thread.

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Review/Analysis of DS9's "Past Tense, Part 1"

[identity profile] tv-366.blogspot.com 2017-05-15 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Everyone grab your soapboxes and grind your axes, because we're in for a long forty-five minutes.

http://tv-366.blogspot.com/2017/05/day-56-ds9-past-tense-part-1.html

[personal profile] fscom 2017-05-14 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Official clickables thread.

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[personal profile] fscom 2017-05-14 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
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(Anonymous) 2017-05-14 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It rained yesterday. It did not rain today. It will rain tomorrow. It will not rain again for a month.

I need rain. My garden is struggling, and healthwise I can only move just enough water to keep it only just alive. If it is to be a bountiful burst of blossom, bloom, and berry then I need like two solid months of sunshine and showers. Actually I need two weeks of chronic drizzle first to prime the ground.

(Anonymous) 2017-05-14 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry for your garden woes. 'a bountiful burst of blossom, bloom, and berry' that's a nice turn of phrase, though. How many poems have you written about your garden? It's more than 5, isn't it?

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That's a dang tough problem and I wish I had some advice for you, anon

(Anonymous) 2017-05-14 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
You have my sympathies. It's raining plenty here, and that's good for now because it was much too dry the last months. But it won't really help much because so many plants and blossoms froze in a sudden and unusually extreme cold snap a few weeks ago. Such a pity.

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(Anonymous) 2017-05-15 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, trying to take care of a garden during drought can really suck. I lost so many plants, including fruit trees and rose bushes, over the last six years of drought herr in southern California. It wasn't even a question of carrying water to plants, the whole lot's only 7,500 square feet and 2,000 or so of that is house, but our water bills quadrupled while we used a quarter of the usual amount of water. It was either give up on some stuff, or pay $500 a month in water bills. This year finally broke most of California's drought, although our groundwater situation's still pretty dire. The weeds exploded, but apparently the dirt in the backyard was mostly nasturtium seeds, which all sprouted, so the bees are happy. (So happy they chewed through the ceiling of my mom's bedroom into her room from the crawlspace where they live, but oh well.)

Hottest TV Commercial Characters

(Anonymous) 2017-05-14 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Which characters from TV commercials do you most want to date

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That blonde women in the Secret deodorant commercial who is giving herself a pep talk before asking for a raise.

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The Most Interesting Man in the World.

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What are you reading, FS?

(Anonymous) 2017-05-14 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm currently making my way through Tove Jansson's The Summer Book and it's so damn nice. Give me one paragraph or twenty about moss and lichen and the changing weather and I'm over the moon.

And I've just finished my first Josephine Tey murder mystery and that was delightfully written as well. I'll be reading more by her.

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Ugh. Anyone got any happy videos to watch?

(Anonymous) 2017-05-14 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
My dad (who is half a country away) had to go to the doctor for foot drop. They think it may be for a herniated disk (hopefully). They had to bring him to a bigger hospital by ambulance. He is unemployed and has not medical insurance or anything like that. I really hope he doesn't need surgery because I have no idea who would take care of him. This is probably something that has been going on for weeks (months) but he was too stubborn to see a doctor about it before. Super stressed now.

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What is your least favorite type of music?

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What is your favorite?

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.... that they thought was normal?

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Random weird things you wonder about

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What are some random weird things you find yourself wondering about occasionally. The spontaneous shower thoughts kind of stuff.

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Who are the BEST fictional moms? Who are the WORST?

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Starting to look for a new computer. Preferably a laptop, maybe a 2-in-1 tablet laptop? Basically looking for writing, internetting, and some light photoshop/photo editing. Any recommendations are welcome! Brand, what to look for, anything to avoid, that type of thing. I have a very minimal budget, so looking for the best bang for my buck etc. Also, is there a certain time I should be waiting for good sales or do you think it's pretty much whenever?

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I don't know if I just made a huge mistake

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So I posted the other day about my brother who's a total asshole and how my mom wanted me to spend mother's day with him and there was all this drama because of it.

My mom and I ended up talking, she said she was fine with how I felt, I ended up celebrating with my parents on my own yesterday and my brother celebrated with them today. Everything would've been fine, except my brother asked my mom where I was, she told him why I wasn't there, and unsurprising;y, it turns into this big thing with him and my parents and he texted me. He said "I thought I'd see you tonight, I'm sorry for [thing that happened a few months ago that was only the most recent of MULTIPLE awful things he's done to me over the years], I hope I see you at the next holiday". Like, WTF was that?! Is that really supposed to make up for ANYTHING?! Not "I'm sorry for the way I've treated you over the years", not "let's talk about all this, when do you want to get together?", not anything that would maybe resolve the situation, just a lame half-apology because he doesn't really care and probably just did it to shut my mom up.

I called her after I got the text, wanting to know exactly what happened (that's how I found out the things I mentioned above), she again claimed to be fine with me not wanting to have a relationship with him and said I should just ignore his text, but then she kept going back and forth about how "he can't change the past" and I should forgive him, etc. The thing is, every single thing he did, my mom would say he couldn't change the past and to give him another chance, I gave him SO MANY chances...eventually there has to be a time when enough is enough and he doesn't get anymore chances. I try to explain that to her, and she again contradicts herself and says she's fine with it if I don't want to be around him, etc., but she doesn't understand why I'm so upset if I don't care about him, and I explain that it's not about him, it's about her and the fact that she apparently finds his behavior acceptable and still wants a relationship with him. She says "but he's my son, you'll never understand because you don't have kids" (and she knows I never want any, but I feel like if I did, I'd be a better mother than she has been). She then went on to tell me to "go on your little message boards" in this condescending as fuck tone of voice and see what people who have kids think. (I haven't mentioned posting on message boards to her in years so I don't know why she said that, but she's always been of the opinion that people on the internet aren't real and you have issues if you take the advice of anyone online, yet she's now telling me to do it hoping they'll agree with her...whatever.)

So, people who have kids, what would you do in the situation? If you had two kids, and one was emotionally abusive to the other for almost two decades, completely destroyed their sense of self and made them constantly second guess whether they were good enough, would you still want to have a relationship with that kid, just because they were your kid? I feel like if you actually loved and cared about the other kid at all, you wouldn't want a relationship with someone who treated them so horribly just because they're your kid too. I feel like I've done so much for her, she's told me so many times that I'm the only person in the world that she can always count on no matter what, I even let my parents borrow several thousand dollars a few months ago because they were having money issues, instead of paying off my car (knowing that my car isn't paid off yet stresses me out, but I did it for my parents, mainly my mom because all the financial stress is on her, my dad knows nothing about it and never worries because he knows my mom will always figure it out somehow). And I'm loyal to her, she expects me to quit talking to my dad when she's pissed at him out of loyalty to her, yet when my brother's horrible to me, I can't expect her to quit speaking to him because "he's her son and I can't ask that of her", well, my dad's my other parent and she can't ask that of me, yet she does.

Anyway, back to my brother, after an hour and a half of not responding, I replied and said "it's not about [event he mentioned], it's about everything before that. We probably should talk, but I don't want to wait a month" (when the next holiday is), and then after realizing how late it was, said I didn't realize how late it was and he could text me tomorrow.

And now I'm wondering whether I should've said anything at all. I feel like yet again, I'm letting everyone walk all over me, but at the same time, I feel like he needs to know how I feel. As teenagers, I was an introverted loner who would rather stay at home and read books, while he was out with multiple friends doing illegal shit (which he never got caught or punished for), and would constantly tell me what a loser I was because I had no friends or boyfriend and I needed to be more like him. Neither of us is particularly different as adults than we were as teenagers, I'm still a loner and have no interest in relationships, but...I like my life. I'm trying my hardest to be who I am and be happy, regardless of how "weird" people think it is. My brother needs to know that just because I'm different than him doesn't mean there's anything wrong with me, and that he's NOT better than me. But at the same time I'm really not looking forward to meeting up with him and talking about things because I know exactly how it's going to go...the same as it went the other times I've tried to talk to him over the years, with him telling me that my feelings are stupid and I'm being dumb. And if that's the case (and I'm almost positive it is), what's the point? It's just a waste of time that I could be spending doing something else, and it's putting myself through unnecessary emotional pain that I really don't think I deserve.

I'm really wishing I'd never responded to his text but I did...I'm half thinking of texting back and saying "you know what? screw you, you've treated me like crap for years and I'm not putting up with it anymore, and no you won't see me at the next holiday because I'm done with you" and if my parents get pissed off, oh well.

I just don't know what to do, I know no one will probably read this this late, but I've just gotta vent somewhere. I've gotta get some sleep because I have a really long day tomorrow but I know I'm gonna be up all night thinking about all this stuff and just...uggghhhh. I hate my life right now. :(

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[personal profile] fscom 2017-05-14 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Games thread!
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[personal profile] diet_poison 2017-05-14 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Poll is closed. Looks like the winner is Joust by Mercedes Lackey!

Don't forget we're reading Dragon Wizard by S. Andrew Swann for May! For discussion date, I'm leaning towards June 4, since I don't really want to tie myself up on Memorial Day Weekend. I'm also leaning towards only doing Sunday since while we got a big turnout on Sunday last month, we didn't get much at all Monday or Tuesday. However, that said, if anyone is reading Dragon Wizard and would really like another date, please let me know and I can arrange it! I'll post about this a few more times as well.

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I just want to know if you've got the links to the previous S. Andrew Swann discussions. It'd be handy to be able to re-read what we covered in the last two books.

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(Anonymous) 2017-05-14 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for your organising effort as always.

I need to up my nominating game after the abysmal failure of this round, so we can hopefully have a non-dragon book for July.

But I'm wishing the pro-dragon crowd 1.5 happy reading months!

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