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[ SECRET POST #3898 ]
⌈ Secret Post #3898 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[Telefang]
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[Game of Thrones, Tormund/Brienne]
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[Anna Faris]
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[The Defenders]
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[Me Before You/Still Me (novel series) /Book: Still Me by Christopher Reeve]
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[James Cameron vs. Patty Jenkins, Wonder Woman]
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-05 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)Huh.
Though I never did fandom stuff well. Just original stuff.
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-05 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)Good luck.
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It takes time, but it does come back.
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-05 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)But I'm sure both you and I could get it back if we tried. Any chance you might be able to start small? Just a oneshot of a scene you're imagining in your head?
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-05 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)I've been the same way. I used to write and update my fics regularly but fell into a hole several years ago and haven't been able to get out since. I can do the occasional fic here and there, but I don't have the stamina to tackle my long WIP and I hate that. :(
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-05 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)I also find that chocolate helps, a bit like in Harry Potter.
Been there too
(Anonymous) 2017-09-06 12:01 am (UTC)(link)I second all that's been said so far, OP, and I'll add this: It's not you. The inner circle never lets ANYONE in, because being elite and slamming the door in other people's faces is how they keep up the illusion that they're better and more important than anyone else.
Don't write for them, or their approval, because they'll never give it. Don't give them the satisfaction of hearing you scratching at the door because you want in.
Fuck 'em, I say. Write what makes you happy, and learn to love yourself. And take breaks whenever you need to. Read. Watch movies. Gather in experiences, because all of that will just enrich what you write in the future.
Re: Been there too
(Anonymous) 2017-09-06 03:55 am (UTC)(link)And I have no idea what fandoms these are, but who cares about the inner circle, especially when they all seem to just rehash their own ideas over and over. Do it for the fans who want a breath of fresh air. And do it because you like doing it.
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Last year, I won NaNoWriMo for the very first time after 8 failed tries (roughly since my block got bad). It's the first original story I've completed since I was a kid, the longest story I've ever written, period. It's pretty shit (needs so many revisions), but it's mine, it's finished, and I'm proud of it.
Fanfic writing hasn't really come back to me, I don't know that it ever will, and I really miss it. I'm not out of the woods yet, every goddamn thing is a struggle. But I found a little hope that I can still try to do this, and maybe you can too.
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-06 12:53 am (UTC)(link)I've never been into writing, so I don't know how this feels, but the part about "ruined my fic" made me think about how I've seen writers re-write old stories, or write new ones that are thinly-veiled re-treads of old ones so they could improve the fic, now that they feel they can do a better job, or try to take things in a different direction. Don't see it as "I ruined it" see it as "I think that could have gone better and I can try that again."
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-06 03:56 am (UTC)(link)Artists do redraws of their old art to show how much they've improved. I think it's a-okay for writers to do the same.
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Depression is insidious that way, taking away your passion for the things that bring you joy.
I promise you you can come out of this stronger and that your ability and desire to write will come back to you. But I'm sorry it's happening to you at all and I'm sorry it's happening now and I wish you a speedy recovery.
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(Anonymous) 2017-09-06 09:12 am (UTC)(link)As I personally haven't had depression as bad as the op, I can't really offer anything apart from saying it does get better, and to hang in there. *hugs*