Apply elsewhere, other companies may be a lot of fun to work for.
I honestly think you should let go of this "dream job" idea as well. I'm not saying you shouldn't apply there again, but I think you need to stop idealizing it. Jobs are jobs. And even if you think you'll love a company you may not, even the best places can be full of shitty bosses and shitty coworkers or projects you may not like.
If you get a job at that "dream" company, then great! If not, that's also great! Find ways to be happy that don't revolve around work, because that's inevitably going to let you down.
Re: ugggghhhh (whining ahead)
I honestly think you should let go of this "dream job" idea as well. I'm not saying you shouldn't apply there again, but I think you need to stop idealizing it. Jobs are jobs. And even if you think you'll love a company you may not, even the best places can be full of shitty bosses and shitty coworkers or projects you may not like.
If you get a job at that "dream" company, then great! If not, that's also great! Find ways to be happy that don't revolve around work, because that's inevitably going to let you down.