I'm just not really comfortable with the thought of telling people about it. I'm comparing myself to a character who has it a lot worse than me, and some people frown on that. It's also really sappy, and I know I come on too strong sometimes, and I don't want to scare them off, or make other people concerned about me for "putting them on a pedestal", I just want to enjoy what I have in my own way, you know?