Then I realize how miserable I'd be if I was trying to be someone I'm not and denying myself the simple pleasure fandom brings me. I had to work on fitting in my entire school life. I've had enough of that. I'm an adult, and it's time to do what makes me happy. That means having cookies for dinner sometimes, staying up until twilight watching dumb videos on YouTube, and decorating my apartment with posters of cartoon characters.
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Then I realize how miserable I'd be if I was trying to be someone I'm not and denying myself the simple pleasure fandom brings me. I had to work on fitting in my entire school life. I've had enough of that. I'm an adult, and it's time to do what makes me happy. That means having cookies for dinner sometimes, staying up until twilight watching dumb videos on YouTube, and decorating my apartment with posters of cartoon characters.