Wow, I totally thought I was the only one that SUDDENLY CARED ABOUT AGE DIFFERENCES once I turned 18. xD;; I'm aware that it's kinda silly because you don't become instantly mature on your birthday but... @___@ I don't know. It still happened. And now I'm not a fan of shota, but I used to be, though there is some shota that I still like. >.> It makes me feel guilty so I can relate!