(I'm glad to have a little understanding. I hate being secretly this shallow. I really fucking hate it. And yet I feel this ingrained sense of need to defy the 'geek' stereotype of a fat basement dweller, and moreover I've only just begun to realize just how much it's been ingrained in my psyche, against my noticing, that my self worth as a woman relies heavily on physical appearance.)
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(I'm glad to have a little understanding. I hate being secretly this shallow. I really fucking hate it. And yet I feel this ingrained sense of need to defy the 'geek' stereotype of a fat basement dweller, and moreover I've only just begun to realize just how much it's been ingrained in my psyche, against my noticing, that my self worth as a woman relies heavily on physical appearance.)