I feel the exact same way. Asuna is especially kick-ass and my favorite character. As a girl, though, I feel bad liking it so much. Actually, I feel a little weird about a lot of the manga and anime I like just because I know it is aimed at male otaku. I can't completely silence this little voices that says: You're not supposed to like this. You can't possibly feel the moe. You're supposed to be into BL and slash.

I'm strange like that I guess...