The sad part is, there's nothing particularly awful. But the atmosphere has really changed over the last year, and I feel like I have no place there anymore. Like I'm a fucking alien who's just shitting on everyone else's good vibe.
It pisses me off because maybe I really did do it to myself. I'm just so fucking tired of that place now. But I don't know where to go. I don't want to fall into another shit place and the same shit patterns, and I'm too old to realistically start something new that I can financially support myself with.
I can think of one option but I'm not sure my boss would go for it, and I'm not sure I could present it in a way that makes me out to be an extermination-deserving asshole. Also, there's no guarantee it would solve things in the long run.
Sorry, I know I'm being dramatic as fuck but I needed to rant.
Re: What has sucked for you recently?
The sad part is, there's nothing particularly awful. But the atmosphere has really changed over the last year, and I feel like I have no place there anymore. Like I'm a fucking alien who's just shitting on everyone else's good vibe.
It pisses me off because maybe I really did do it to myself. I'm just so fucking tired of that place now. But I don't know where to go. I don't want to fall into another shit place and the same shit patterns, and I'm too old to realistically start something new that I can financially support myself with.
I can think of one option but I'm not sure my boss would go for it, and I'm not sure I could present it in a way that makes me out to be an extermination-deserving asshole. Also, there's no guarantee it would solve things in the long run.
Sorry, I know I'm being dramatic as fuck but I needed to rant.