170. I cried at the end of the last episode for that very same reason. All I could think was "Oh my god...Lelouch and Suzaku have doomed themselves to be forever yearning and miserable," and I just started sobbing. The way Lelouch sounded over the phone made my heart break a little.

If it isn't a problem to give it out, do you have a link to that doujin?

175. Since when does who you ship reflect what you think is or isn't a healthy relationship? Heck, I ship half the things I do precisely because they're unhealthy.

182. Here, here.