a long time ago when i was so broken to the point where i couldn't go on living, i saw an immaculately white feather lying on the ground, in a place where they aren't supposed to be there at all. i hoped that time that vahn would show up too and take me somewhere. (escaflowne was new then and i was a big fan.)

the feather didn't change my status of fail that time but because of it, my guardian angel has vahn's face now. i'm still hoping he'd show up some day. ^^

-anon