108. look, he didn't call you back because you gave him what he wanted right after meeting him. he doesn't need you anymore. and he's not interested in perusing you because there is nothing for him to get. if he was in love with you then he would want to be with you even after he had achieved his goal. but he's not in love with you because he doesn't even know you. there is NO reason for him to stick around. even if you made yourself "beautiful" (you're probably very attractive just as you are) that's not going to make him want you. there are hundreds of beautiful girls out there and he hasn't had sex with them which makes them more interesting than you.

also, the fact that you had sex with him right after you met him means that you don't respect yourself. nobody respects someone who doesn't respect herself. he doesn't respect you. he thinks you think that you are a piece of worthless trash and he probably agrees.

that's why he didn't call you.

next time you see someone who looks like L, make sure you have a relationship and that he loves you before you have sex with him.

112. me too. but only if it would save a life, of course.