I AM I AM. The way I know if I'm "in a fandom" or not is if I'm daydreaming constantly about it. It doesn't sound like we're thinking about the same things, OP (although maybe we are! I can't really tell lol) but let me tell you, it's at least comforting to know that somebody else is 24/7 daydreaming their fandom, too. :V
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