I get so jealous. Not because I want to be part of one of these circles, but because someone I desperately care about is involved in one, and I loathe them for taking that person away from me. I feel like I'm the 'bit on the side' now, to be spoken to or RPed with when the circle remain unavailable. That's not really how it truly is, I'm fully aware of my own illogical overreaction, but I just can't shake feeling that way.

I don't want to be part of the clique - I just want them to go away.