Thanks .
My bosses and coworkers were great. They understood that for me, an autistic person the sheer auditory overstimulation made things hard. That really helped because I have this thing where a voice in the back of my head constantly makes me feel like a liar/faker. I doubted myself even when I had to take days off or leave early because of a literal broken ankle and was taking the daily maximum of Advil near every day I worked to get by.

I think it's because I had a toxic therapist who was determined to convince my mom that I was a liar and manipulative when I was in my last years of high school. the self doubt stuck with me