Thanks <3 I really try my best, but sometimes I do lose my temper. It's really, really hard. So so so many times I just want to idk, throw something or strangle a plushy or something. I usually vent to my bff and then sit down and try to compose a coherent reply... which doesn't always work ;P

Yeah, I know what you mean :\ and it's totally happening here. But I just can never give up. idk I'm stupidly tenacious like that, lol.