You care about him enough to spend time researching mythology (or at least wikipedia) to write your own grotesque sadist fantasy. Not that grotesque sadist fantasies are bad, but they do not show indifference.
Thus, I must determine that either you do not understand your own feelings well enough to realize you do care, or you intended to start some kind of wank. Likely, you at least intended to irritate the weak stomached with your description. Any extra Loki related wank that you could squeeze out of us would just be extra bonus.
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You care about him enough to spend time researching mythology (or at least wikipedia) to write your own grotesque sadist fantasy. Not that grotesque sadist fantasies are bad, but they do not show indifference.
Thus, I must determine that either you do not understand your own feelings well enough to realize you do care, or you intended to start some kind of wank. Likely, you at least intended to irritate the weak stomached with your description. Any extra Loki related wank that you could squeeze out of us would just be extra bonus.