There is a difference between noticing someone has physical features that you personally find appealing and being attracted in the sense that you like them and want to be around them even if find their personalities gross.
IDK what kind of attraction OP is talking about but simply thinking 'Oh hmm that person has features I like' is pretty normal and not worth 'controlling' because it's a completely benign observation.
Re: Is it wrong...
There is a difference between noticing someone has physical features that you personally find appealing and being attracted in the sense that you like them and want to be around them even if find their personalities gross.
IDK what kind of attraction OP is talking about but simply thinking 'Oh hmm that person has features I like' is pretty normal and not worth 'controlling' because it's a completely benign observation.