Er, I'm only commenting because I see you're angsting about it in your LJ, and a fandomsecret seriously isn't worth that. Just go your merry way. What do you care that one bitchy "old" (by what, five months? pfft) fan thinks of your slash of choice. I have seen you around, but it's been a while since I posted the secret, I can't even remember if you motivated any part of it.

Though I have to say -- first time buttsex? Lube is good for that kinda thing.