[ SECRET POST #2675 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2675 ⌋

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so my mom...

[(Anonymous)]

2nd comment I guess, for triggery things of a self-harm/eating disorder nature... and because I'm an asshole.

Re: so my mom...

[(Anonymous)]

My mom is going to die, I guess. She stopped eating. She can barely walk now. Dad's taking her to see the doctor in the morning. Chainsmoker and hypochondriac all her life, and an abusive bitch all my life, and I always wondered why cancer never got her years ago. I can't feel any empathy or sympathy for her. I haven't for a long time. I'm tired of doing things for her, being nice to her, helping her, because she's doing this to herself. All I can think is, "You stupid bitch, you are killing yourself, just fucking eat the goddamn sandwich."

We went through the same thing with my grandmother before she died. Nothing tasted good to her, and she wasted away. I would drive all over town and 3 towns over to bring her anything she thought she might want, but she never wanted it when I got back. Mom, though, I just don't care, and I want her to stop. Stop not eating, stop living... I don't know. Just stop. I'm tired of everything.

Re: so my mom...

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry, OP. A little bit for your mom, but mostly for you because this sounds hard. Please be good to yourself.

Re: so my mom...

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry. Those conflicting feelings suck, but you're not wrong for having them. Hugs if needed.

Re: so my mom...

[dreemyweird]

I'm sorry you have to go through this, OP. I won't pretend to understand what it's like, but I do know how it is when someone you are supposed to love is in pain and you find yourself feeling nothing but revulsion because you don't in fact love them at all and because they brought it on themselves.

I hope for your sake as well as for hers that it is over soon.

Re: so my mom...

[elaminator]

It's a tough situation you're going through, and I don't think anyone could blame you for being upset and tired from it. (Our situations aren't remotely comparable, but for a while my mother would barely eat either. It was hell and I would get so frustrated and depressed. I don't know how long you've been experiencing this, but it's a terrible situation for everyone involved and I don't think it makes you a total asshole to be emotionally drained and tired of everything.)

One way or another, I hope something changes for you and your family. Good luck.

Re: so my mom...

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry, anon. That has got to be draining as hell.

It's difficult to help someone who doesn't care about helping themselves. I'm sorry she's putting you and your family through this, especially after what happened to your grandmother.

Regardless of the outcome, I hope you find some peace in all of this.