[ SECRET POST #2677 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2677 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.
[The Scribbler]


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02.
[bioshock infinite: burial at sea]


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04.
[True Detective]


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08.
[fire emblem/super smash bros]


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10.
[World of Warcraft]


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12. [SPOILERS for Hannibal]



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13. [SPOILERS for Bioshock: Infinite]



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14. [SPOILERS for Game of Thrones]



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15. [WARNING for rape/abuse I'm assuming? Ramsay/Theon stuff]
http://i.imgur.com/Xo0GSkI.png



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16. [WARNING for mental illness/hospitals]



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17. [WARNING for depression]



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18. [WARNING for eating disorders]



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19. [WARNING for rape]

[Game of Thrones]








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Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Up until later this week? My primary care physician, because the therapists I've had were the type unable to prescribe medication. Fortunately, I've been accepted into a new practice where my therapist WILL be able to prescribe things directly. So on the merry-go-round we go again.

I'm currently using sertraline. I've told my primary care how it affects me, and he was just as shocked and stumped as anybody. I've also heard the "they don't work like that" before. But for some reason, if I'm having an "I'm actively trying to get at weapons of choice" episode, the sertraline shuts all my emotions off. Completely. Which leads to the not caring enough about anything, including continuing living. But it's better than going to the emergency room.

And it's better than the "constant quad-shot of expresso, don't sleep for days until I'm back to desperate active suicidal ideation because at least then I can sleep" that citalopram gave me.

I am on nortryptyline daily, but that isn't for depression. What that does is give my brain its "on/off" switch back, so that I'm not always at the extremes of emotion. However, upping the dosage on that puts me in "serial killer mode", which is active suicidal ideation where the plans all sound perfectly reasonable and rational, so why haven't I done it already?

Then again, clonazepam is supposed to last for 6-8 hours per dose. It only gives me 20-30 minutes.

I don't know if it's the way my body processes medication, the fact that my mental issues started after a Traumatic Brain Injury, or something else entirely. Maybe my new therapist that I'll meet Wednesday will have an idea. :)