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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2014-11-14 06:56 pm

[ SECRET POST #2873 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2873 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Re: The F!S Circle of Hope

(Anonymous) 2014-11-15 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
My dad is going through intensive treatment for borderline personality disorder and suicidal thoughts, he was put in a hospital over the weekend for threatening suicide. Apparently this sort of thing's been going on for years but I had no clue about it until recently. I was talking to my mom about it and we discussed this memory I have that I just really need to tell someone about because I keep thinking about it and its eating me up.

So when I was like, seven or so, our family was driving down to Virginia to visit relatives. It's like a twelve-hour car ride. We were pulling over to stop at a hotel for the night, and I was really excited because it meant I'd get to go swimming in the hotel pool. But then suddenly we were leaving and continuing to drive, and my parents were arguing. Then we pulled over on the side of the highway, and one of my older brothers took me out to explore the woods nearby.

Recently I was talking to my mom about this and learned the rest of the story. My parents had been fighting because my dad was angry at my mom for not reading the maps correctly or something like that. When we pulled over, he threw the car keys into the middle of the highway and then ran off saying he was gonna kill himself, and my other brother chased him down (he was sixteen). And my mom had to run out into the middle of traffic to get the keys. Eventually my dad came back, and my mom dropped him off at a hotel, told him to find his own way home, and took us the rest of the way to our relatives.

I dunno, I think my dad's getting a lot better. I mean he's obviously better than he was fourteen years ago. But it's still just making me anxious, and I don't know what to do about it, and this memory keeps playing over in my mind. I just really wanted to put it out somewhere.

^TW: suicide and mental illness in the above

(Anonymous) 2014-11-15 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
sorry i forgot to mention that in the previous comment!

Re: ^TW: suicide and mental illness in the above

(Anonymous) 2014-11-15 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
Scary stuff, anon! I hope your dad getting into treatment means your whole family will be in a better place.

Re: The F!S Circle of Hope

(Anonymous) 2014-11-15 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Jesus Christ, that's so fucked up. I'm sorry, anon. That's terrible. I feel like my relationship with my dad is kind of broadly similar, although not nearly to the same extent, so I feel like I have the capacity to say that really, really sucks. Um I guess I would say that I hope things work out, and also that your dad isn't totally your responsibility or anything like that, if that makes sense. And yeah.