ext_82219 ([identity profile] shahni.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2007-12-26 12:18 am

[ SECRET POST #354 ]


⌈ Secret Post #354 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

- First comment is Name that fandom!

- Happy Holidays, people~ And Happy/Merry Christmas!!!
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[identity profile] rex-dart.livejournal.com 2007-12-25 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
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I could have written this secret, except with me it's obviously not a secret. I have been into slash for eight years, and I have fallen in love with a lot of pairings from a lot of fandoms, but Axel and Roxas have grabbed hold of me in a way that no other pairing has come close to doing and it won't let go. I love them so much it hurts in a very real, very active way.

I'm terrified of 358/2 because I'm afraid of what it might do to them.

If you ever wanna commiserate over it, feel free to drop me a line or IM me. <3

35 OP

(Anonymous) 2007-12-25 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
..... ♥

I love them so much it hurts in a very real, very active way.

I can't decide if I hate you or I love you for knowing exactly how I feel.

I'm terrified of 358/2 .. in general. We'll see. =/

maybe if I can work up the courage, aha.

Re: 35 OP

[identity profile] rex-dart.livejournal.com 2007-12-26 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
One of my friends actually sent me a link to your secret; I'm not even in this comm. They just knew you felt like I did (and I think suspected maybe you were me xD). It makes me feel so much better knowing that there are people out there who love them as much as I do.

I mean... okay, I'm sad. I've got the tattoo in my icon (not permanently signed by Quinton Flynn, though, thankfully), and if things go well for them in 358/2 (as in, like... there are no shots taken at the ship, oh god D: ), I'm getting Oathkeeper and Oblivion on my other hip. If you'd told me two years ago I'd be getting a major tattoo for a particular ship, I'd have laughed in your face. Hell, if you'd told me two years ago I'd be in love with Kingdom Hearts, I'd probably have at least giggled. I can't figure out how I've gotten here.

I've just invested myself in them to the point that I don't think I can stop. I've thrown myself into Naruto - a whole new fandom - to try to distract from them. And the worst part is that it's not working.

Re: 35 OP

(Anonymous) 2007-12-26 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
Seriously? Wow. That's pretty funny, actually. I had no idea someone else existed out there who actually felt the way I do. The whole thing makes me feel a little silly, to be honest. I almost never actively ship any pairing. I never fic pairings, I never RP pairings, nada. As far as my friends know, I just like the pair. They don't know I actively ship them, much less how much I care about it. =/

Though I don't think I'd go so far as a tattoo .. it's sad how many nights just thinking about it has kept me up some nights. To the point where I started having dreams. Nothing even porny or suggestive, either. Just .. sad and heartwrenching and it was like my own subconscious was trying to kill me, I swear.

And .. yeah, I know what you mean. I threw myself into my schoolwork and tried writing fic for a cathartic effect .. sorta worked.

I almost fear 358/2. What if it drops MORE slashy hints?! Because then I may just not survive. Something always brings me back to them. ;; I know your pain, I really do.