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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-02-05 07:19 pm

[ SECRET POST #2955 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2955 ⌋

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lb_lee: A happy little brain with a bandage on it, enclosed within a circle with the words LB Lee. (emotions)

Re: Do you have any disorders/disabilities?

[personal profile] lb_lee 2015-02-06 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Enh, intrusive thoughts aren't really the word for it. It's more that the memory blocks that are part of DID are breaking down, and it's turning out there was a LOT more rape in our past than I thought. (And I knew and had gone through a lot already.) So for the past six months, I've been on a treadmill of forgotten horrors bursting into my brain, accompanied with all the fallout.

Like, I do get intrusive thoughts too, but they're a separate issue.

And I've actually drawn our brain like that in my comics. You can see an example in the headerbar.

--Rogan

Re: Do you have any disorders/disabilities?

(Anonymous) 2015-02-07 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
AYRT

That's almost exactly as I imagined it.

And ugh. Yea that's totally different from what I read as what was happening.
lb_lee: A happy little brain with a bandage on it, enclosed within a circle with the words LB Lee. (Default)

Re: Do you have any disorders/disabilities?

[personal profile] lb_lee 2015-02-07 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
No worries, no way you could've known. But yeah, it's a little different from the "you suck, you're a waste of space and need to die," thoughts. Those, at least, I'm usually able to recognize as my brain being a sick brain. The flashbacks? Nah, I kinda HAVE to relive all this if I want to ever be free of it. (Unfortunately.)

--Rogan