[ SECRET POST #371 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #371 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Round Three! Go vote!! Ukefest '08 // Semefest '08 // Badassfest Round 3 is still in the process of being worked on. Will update with a link as soon as it's done! EDIT: Here is is!

Remember, the new submissions post will be up tonight at 12:00 am EST! Get those secrets ready for submission!

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 00 secrets from Secret Submission Post #053.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 2 3 ] broken links, [ 1 ] not!secrets, 0 not!fandom [ 1 2 ] repeats.
Next Secret Post: Tomorrow, Saturday, January 12th, 2008.
Current Secret Submissions Post: CLOSED.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

#40

[lizamanynames.livejournal.com]

#40 - yeah, I couldn't for a long time either. And cult episodes of police procedurals gave me panic attacks - but I'm mostly better now. Haven't even had a nightmare in a long time. Not about that, anyway.

But it got better, and I promise you, someday you'll be able to watch without the guilt, without the anger, without the hopelessness. At least, that's what I kept telling myself, until now, where it's true more often than not.

I didn't want to ban him from my lj, I didn't want to turn IPS logging on and anonymous posting off - but he Just. Wouldn't. Stop.

I'm terrified, posting this now, 'cause he'll find me here. And take the opportunity to hurl some more abuse. But I can't stay silent, because I KNOW YOUR FEELINGS, exactly.

Anyway, what I'm getting at is: you're not alone. We're out here. Most of us are hiding, because he fucking terrifies us, but we're here. And that's why, in spite of how scared I am, in spite of him tracking me and more importantly the rest of us down, I'm NOT posting this anonymously - though god, I understand why you did. I understand.

Re: #40

[(Anonymous)]

:) Thank you. Thank you for posting.

I was kind of worried about even posting this secret because I figured OMG THEY WILL FIND IT AND THERE WILL BE DRAMA, but it's mostly people offering support or going "What the hell?" so that's been pretty cool.

I'm glad to know that I'm not the only one. *hugs*

Re: #40

[lizamanynames.livejournal.com]

Near as I can tell - he can only find people talking about him if a) he's mentioned by name/lj handle, b) one of his sites is linked to, c) one of his cronies rats them out or d) it's going on in a comm he follows anyway.

A) and b) don't apply, d doesn't apply afaik, and here's hoping c doesn't either.

Know that you are not alone - there are a lot of us. It's not so easy to find each other and get together, because it's so hard to trust. But we're out there. And we're healing.