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fandomsecrets2015-04-08 07:00 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2015-04-08 07:00 pm
[ SECRET POST #3017 ]
⌈ Secret Post #3017 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 063 secrets from Secret Submission Post #431.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
TW: Suicide
(Anonymous) 2015-04-09 03:15 am (UTC)(link)Messages from her: -Like between us I want to kill myself, like a car accident but now I can't because you won't get my life insurance.
Cause I have no job.
-Every day though. Like every day I think it would be so nice to just die. I know that sounds fucked up but like the release. Just not having to worry about shit after that.
-But like to be able to rid myself of all this stress. All these thoughts.
I think you feel that way because you are used to being busy all the time.
It'd be worth masturbating a demon for.
-I took a bath earlier and all I could think about was slitting my wrists. How the hot water would exasperate it. If I drank would thin my blood so I would bleed out quicker. These fucking nightmares. About my how inadequate my life is. They're so scary and awful.
Re: TW: Suicide
(Anonymous) 2015-04-09 04:48 am (UTC)(link)first of all, i'm sorry you're dealing with this and i'm sorry this is happening to your sister
second, i'm not sure how much you can do, besides provide your love and support, try to dissuade her and remind her she's loved, and strongly encourage her to seek help one way or another. i mean, i'm not really sure what else you can do.
also, and this is totally irrelevant, but... what's the deal with that line about masturbating a demon
Re: TW: Suicide
(Anonymous) 2015-04-09 12:28 pm (UTC)(link)She talked to me this morning and said she felt fine. But I don't know if I should believe her. I am just going ot message her as much as possible.