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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-04-15 06:55 pm

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Re: School/funding advice?

[personal profile] khronos_keeper 2015-04-16 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
I also worry about the curriculum change along with the atmosphere change. I worry that there will be some additional stress put on me, as the fancy school is a math/engineering school, and I am studying a social science there. Plus, there's a much higher men:women ratio, so I'm also kind of worried about everything that goes along with that...

And yeah, I'm also worried about just plain not liking it. But I'm also worried about being a dumbass and essentially turning down a free ride in a PhD program, to stick with a program in my comfort zone that has historically bobbled funding for me.

I'm kind of afraid that I don't have the luxury or privilege of saying, "Sure, I can go another 40K in debt for my PhD program." I'm already probably that for my MA, and while I have a smidgen of personal funds to do the bare minimum of credits at the state uni without going into repayment on all my loans, it will drain me by the year's end.

Unless the state uni can find me funding. Which has been historically soul-destroying for me. So yeah; I'm not sure if I have the financial privilege of bowing to comfort or sentimentality. :(