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fandomsecrets2015-07-02 08:33 pm
[ SECRET POST #3102 ]
⌈ Secret Post #3102 ⌋
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[Zack and Miri Make a Porno]
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[Video Games Awesome]
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[Steven Universe]
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[House MD]
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[Blazing Saddles]
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[My Love Story]
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[Gordon Ramsay, Kitchen Nightmares]
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[Death Note]
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[Death Note]
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(Anonymous) 2015-07-03 01:05 am (UTC)(link)Partially because I feel like some people might take it as me making an excuse for his behavior when it's really not meant to be -- more of an explanation.
I think that if Light was less extreme in his views, he could have viewed his killing of the biker guy as a tragic mistake and stopped using the Death Note. But because he had such a strong sense of justice and was very black and white in his thinking, he couldn't step away from it.
There's one panel, when he's lost his memories, where he thinks of how Kira's ideals mirror his own but he dismisses the possibility of being Kira because he thinks that he'd never MURDER anyone.
And he's absolutely right in that sense -- his first killings are basically accidents (there's no way he SERIOUSLY thought the Death Note was real). And then he had to find a way to live with the consequences.
That's also a big reason why, when people say Light is so "dumb" for killing Lind L. Tailor that I don't buy it. It wasn't stupidity, but desperation and anger -- Tailor, by saying Light/Kira was evil, struck at the very heart of his fears and so emotionally he had to respond.
Basically, I just see him as absolutely trapped by his own sense of morality. He'll NEVER admit that he fucked up or could be wrong because to do so would make him an evil murderer and he can't live with that.
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I believe the justice system in Japan is not so bad that he had to take it in his own hands. He could've stopped after he knew what the note did if he didn't like the results.
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(Anonymous) 2015-07-03 01:20 am (UTC)(link)He killed a man. If he was less of a black and white thinker, he could have seen it as a tragic mistake, recognized how dangerous the Death Note was, gotten rid of it, and striven to do better.
But because he has such a very harsh sense of justice, to ADMIT to himself that he wrongfully killed a man (that he was now a murderer) would destroy him. So he can't -- he has to find some way to justify it to himself. And that means being God.
Japan's justice system, whether good or bad, doesn't even matter in that context, IMO.
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I was more mystified about L's cake intake and regarded Light as just an evil guy without much thought of why he kills killers when he's a killer himself.
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(Anonymous) 2015-07-03 01:41 am (UTC)(link)I never really got into L (blasphemy I know!). I don't dislike him but I feel like we know so little about him that he's not particularly interesting to me. But I get that the lack of backstory can really interest a lot of people. Mysterious, enigmatic characters and all that.
With Light, it always seemed pretty clear to me that his "God of the New World" thing was a combination of him thinking himself better than others for so long and, as importantly, a defense mechanism to protect his ego (his view of himself as a good person) from the acts he'd carried out (murder) which so clearly went against the justice that his father taught him.
Granted, I might be talking out of my ass, but I think there's a lot of support for it in the manga.
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(Anonymous) 2015-07-03 03:40 am (UTC)(link)I've always liked that Light was such a horrible person while still having such a strong moral compass. There's a lot of grey morality in the media, but it's generally reserved for characters who have some sort of tragic backstory or something. Anti-heroes and anti-villains. Light is a straight-up villain while still being the protagonist of the show and being in many ways profoundly un-sympathetic.
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(Anonymous) 2015-07-03 07:37 am (UTC)(link)no subject
(Anonymous) 2015-07-03 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)But that's not necessarily why I personally liked Light, or sympathized with him (without supporting what he did obviously). I just thought he was interesting, and the psychology of his character fascinates me even ten years later.
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(Anonymous) 2015-07-03 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)