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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-07-16 06:17 pm

[ SECRET POST #3116 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3116 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Fire Emblem: Fates]


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[Rebecca Black, Friday]


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[personal profile] fscom 2015-07-16 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
About a decade ago, I would copy/paste fanfic into a word document and print it at the school library so I could read it in class, or at home without dial-up.

One of these fic was Cake. It blew me away. It was by turns subtly unsettling and starkly horrific.
I re-read my printed copy over and over, and even listed it as my favorite fic on my blog.

Last week I decided to read it again for the first time in years. I was worried that now I'd find aspects problematic, like the parts with nonwhite cultures, or Blair getting baptized so he can travel with missionaries. But all that seemed fine as I reread. Then I got to the bottom of the website and discovered a link to part 2!

It turns out I'd only ever read the first of three parts. I don't know how I missed the link when I initially copy/pasted it ten years ago.

I was excited to finally finish the story, but the more I read the less perfect it became. When it was only part one, it was a story about past and present trauma closing in on Blair as he tried to keep sane, with no real resolution. It was about horror threatening to overwhelm mundane day-to-day life. It was abstract and atmospheric.

Looking back, it's weird that I thought that was a complete story. But I did, and I liked it bettter that way.