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fandomsecrets2015-07-17 06:55 pm
[ SECRET POST #3117 ]
⌈ Secret Post #3117 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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03. http://i.imgur.com/k16VpGi.gif
[same as above]
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[Dark Tower]
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[Ring of Honor Final Battle 2010, Steen vs Generico]
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[Fallen London]
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12. [SPOILERS for Orphan Black]

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13. [SPOILERS for Welcome to Night Vale]

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14. [SPOILERS for 999 and Virtue's Last Reward]

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15. [SPOILERS for Hannibal]

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16. [WARNING for incest]

[The Grifters]
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ABRASIVE
(Anonymous) 2015-07-17 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)Re: ABRASIVE
(Anonymous) 2015-07-18 12:50 am (UTC)(link)So I have a long fuse but a short temper. IOW, it takes a lot to get me riled up (tho' I do have a few buttons, I keep them very well-hidden, for the most part), but when I really do lose it, I LOSE IT. And almost immediately become abrasive. As in, I literally feel like there are cactus spikes sticking out of me, pointing towards the person that has finally aggravated me. So I start flinging them. With as accurate of an aim that I can manage. (Depending *how* angry I am, and what type of angry I am.)
For reference, the last time this happened, was about a year ago. I basically devolved from ever-increasing abrasive remarks, into a primordial scream. Note that I am not at all proud of myself for that. but oddly it got results Anyway. That's how "abrasive" applies to me.
Re: ABRASIVE
I am angry, a lot. For various reasons gathered over time that have piled up. I hold on to my grudges like woah and I am very unlikely to forgive someone. I might forget why I'm angry, but I don't forgive. It's an angry burning feeling in the pit of my stomach and I just want to snarl at everyone around me. I want anon's pricky spines to surround me and make people go away while hurting them a bit.
However I do actually dislike hurting people (majority of people are all right, maybe not friend material but most people are not intentionally dickheads). I distract myself. I redirect any burning anger into the energy to do something well to address some causes of anger (growing up poor/hungry therefore energy goes into a secure job to avoid being poor/hungry) although sometimes it creeps out and I generally whine a bit on tumblr then disappear for a few weeks until it eases down to a manageable level.