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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-07-17 06:55 pm

[ SECRET POST #3117 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3117 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02. http://i.imgur.com/j8N0B0a.gif
[linked for gif, OP's request]


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03. http://i.imgur.com/k16VpGi.gif
[same as above]


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[Dark Tower]


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[Ring of Honor Final Battle 2010, Steen vs Generico]


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[Fallen London]


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12. [SPOILERS for Orphan Black]



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13. [SPOILERS for Welcome to Night Vale]



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14. [SPOILERS for 999 and Virtue's Last Reward]



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15. [SPOILERS for Hannibal]



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16. [WARNING for incest]

[The Grifters]










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PROTECTIVE

(Anonymous) 2015-07-18 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
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Re: PROTECTIVE

[personal profile] caerbannog 2015-07-18 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
I want to protect the vulnerable. I want to gain the strength and resources to stand over the vulnerable and protect them. I want to kick the dog that bit my dog in the face, I want to scream at the strangers upsetting my sister and touching her hair, I want to find my brother's drug dealer and guide the cops to him, I want to be able to rip that mugger off that woman, save that man from being curb stomped, i want to write the policy that increases funding into protective services like violence shelters, I want to ensure the elderly have somewhere safe to life and have people check in on them, I want to change the laws around how agricultural animals are treated and control the ferals harming our native animals, I want to stand over those currently struggling to get up and shelter them until they get their feet back then back off and protect from a distance until they can protect themselves and I want to help that person who fell over get back up and let them know that I'm worried for them and I hope they're okay.

Re: PROTECTIVE

(Anonymous) 2015-07-18 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, so maybe people think this a cute thing or whatever but for me sometimes it's very negative. It tends to sort of mix in with some of my less friendly personality traits. Just because I choose not to be violent doesn't mean that I don't enjoy it or have a taste for it.

I've always had a bit of a protective streak. My friend's parents think it's cute that even as a very small child, I was very protective of her because I knew she was nervous about being in public and people fucking stared at her like she was some kind of circus freak. I used to growl at people like a dog. You know how a dog's lips sort of twitch up to expose their teeth and their nose wrinkles? My face does that. I still twitch around my nose and mouth when I'm really pissed off.

I mean, from another perspective, I don't leave my drunk friends in weird situations and I always keep an eye on them when they get sick or they feel sad.
It doesn't really change the fact that I have threatened people who hurt my friends and if I was asked to take a polygraph, you would find that I am 100% serious about killing them.

I won't unless a situation escalated to the point where someone's life was in danger, but that doesn't make the desire to gut someone like a fish any less real.

I probably would always have been protective, I think that part is just me, but the stuff that makes me sound like a sociopath is solely the product of growing up in an abusive household and having to decide where to draw the line. You break my arm? I hide every pack of cigarettes you buy for a month and watch you go nuts. You lay a hand on my mother? You will wake up to find the kitchen scissors sticking out of your neck and me standing over you grinning like a lunatic.

And no, I don't feel the urge to hurt random people who haven't done anything to me or anyone else.