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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-08-10 06:50 pm

[ SECRET POST #3141 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3141 ⌋

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Re: What is the worst thing you've ever thought?

(Anonymous) 2015-08-11 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Fuck, my ex tried to kill himself multiple times (before we got together) and liked to talk it. As in, tell me how to do it properly, what not to do, "common mistakes" and so on. Slashing his wrists/arms was his preferred method, so he talked about it a lot. That really fucked me up a lot back then.


I get the urge to throw myself off high buildings. As in, I stand by the wall/fence/glass and wonder what it would be like. And then I really really want to experience that sensation of flying and get the urge to do it, like when you do something that makes you nervous or afraid but you know you'll like it once you've done it and all you need to do is force you past this one point of resistance? A friend once commented on a sight-seeing tour that I looked like I was contemplating suicide and I was, but that's not something you admit to.
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Re: What is the worst thing you've ever thought?

[personal profile] kallanda_lee 2015-08-11 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
It's funny because I only got scared of heights at around 19,and honestly I think it might be because I don't trust myself not to jump.

I hope you're ok, btw, as well as your ex.