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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-08-10 06:50 pm

[ SECRET POST #3141 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3141 ⌋

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Re: What is the worst thing you've ever thought?

(Anonymous) 2015-08-11 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
It sounds like you are experiencing the phenomenon called "intrusive thoughts" where disgusting, horrible thoughts pop into a person's head unwillingly. It's actually not uncommon, and is not conflated with reality in any way so don't hate yourself too much for them.

Re: What is the worst thing you've ever thought?

(Anonymous) 2015-08-11 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
Mm, I don't know, honestly. :( I was brought up in a hardline right wing family, who are all openly and unapologetically racist, so it was reality for me for a long time. I only started to realize something was wrong in high school, and it's been a long road since then of unlearning the venomous shit I'd been taught. And it does still crop up from time to time, no matter how hard I try. It's disheartening. But I really am trying my best.

Re: What is the worst thing you've ever thought?

(Anonymous) 2015-08-11 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
nayrt

It's nice to hear of people brought up racist unlearning their upbringing. Looks like there's a lot of luck to it though, if their environment isn't conducive to being more open-minded. Thanks for trying :) I hope that doesn't sound condescending.