[ SECRET POST #3159 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3159 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Knights Errant]


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[HeadOn]


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06. [SPOILERS for Tales of the Abyss]



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07. [WARNING for rape]



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08. [WARNING for sexual assault/harassment]



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09. [WARNING for child sexual abuse]


















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Comments

[fscom]

07. [WARNING for rape]
http://oi59.tinypic.com/2lww2g6.jpg

[(Anonymous)]

If this is working for you, anon, I don't see a problem.

(and hey, JSYK, you can leave anon kudos and comments on most fics.)

[(Anonymous)]

You know you can leave kudos and comments anonymously, right?

[(Anonymous)]

You will like the fic I'm writing. Bad Guy forces Good Guy 1 to pleasure and screw Good Guy 2, then Good Guy 1 is tied up for forced edging and fucking.

da

[(Anonymous)]

Hm. I would read that.

[(Anonymous)]

I don't see it as any different from any other wish fulfillment.

I think a lot of people don't realize that just because asexual people aren't attracted to anyone, doesn't always mean they don't want to be. I'd loved to have found partners or hell, pretty people, sexually attractive. I didn't and don't and it'll always be something I never get to experience

[(Anonymous)]

If it helps anon, I sometimes purposely look for rapefic in some fandoms. It's not something I like admitting, but... there it is. And I'm leery of leaving kudos or comments myself, but OMG do I want to sometimes because the author was THAT good.

[(Anonymous)]

It's a little spooky reading this because I could've written it. But hey, you're not alone OP. It's good that you know what you like, and you're not hurting anyone. And I don't think people would side-eye you for any Kudos or Likes, since plenty of people are into this stuff for a variety of reasons.

[(Anonymous)]

The one surefire thing that can get me off in minutes is imagining a particular noncon event. I can watch/read/fantasize sexy all day, but nothing does it like that one scene.

[(Anonymous)]

For me, it's because non-con fantasy scenarios I read or imagine myself in come with a built-in excuse for being uncomfortable with sex. I don't have to worry about disappointing my partner with my awkwardness or lack of pleasure if I'm not meant to enjoy it in the first place.
In turn, this gives me the freedom to get off privately to these fantasies.

[(Anonymous)]

wow, that's a perspective I'd never considered (this is meant non-sarcastically btw, so thank you!)

[(Anonymous)]

yyyyyyeahhhhh pretty much

the details are different, but yeah

[(Anonymous)]

There's nothing wrong with enjoying that type of fic.

Saying rape isn't like that denies the experiences of a lot of victims forced into physical pleasure responses, though. It wasn't your experience, but plenty of abusers intentionally create pleasure to be able to afterward claim that the orgasm or other response meant consent, or to make the victim feel to blame.

tl;dr Having a kink is fine, denying other people's experience isn't.

[tabaqui]

Hey, you like what you like. But...are you afraid people are following you around, checking what fics you kudo? Do people you know regularly 'check' or something? I don't think that's something you really need to worry about. I certainly never read all the names of the people who've left kudos on the fics i'm reading....

[(Anonymous)]

Creepy! I feel like I wrote this secret and then forgot about it. It's nice to know that I'm not alone, though!

[(Anonymous)]

If you have a sex drive, you are not asexual.

[(Anonymous)]

Oh piss off, we went over this like a week ago. "Asexual" in sexual identity parlance can mean "not attracted to people" and/or "has no sex drive." Some asexuals (such as myself and OP) have a sex drive but aren't attracted to people. Like, not a single person ever. That's pretty fucking asexual.

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you for making this secret, Anon. I share this same kink and have always felt really terrible about it. You put it into words that make me feel less ashamed of myself.