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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-09-20 03:54 pm

[ SECRET POST #3182 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3182 ⌋

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Re: confession thread

[personal profile] kitelovesyou 2015-09-21 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
You don't "have" to do anything, you're not at the mercy of your younger self or any other rigid rules you set yourself, or more accurately, a gun to the head. Change, flow, be resilient, ride with the waves, you are who you are and the future is always full of possibilities.

Shit happened. Trust me, I'm nearly 40 and most of my life has been "shit happened", sometimes I feel like such a fucking loser, but what's kept me going is hope and change. It's been a struggle not to get so jaded after failure after failure, and keep hanging onto optimism, counting my blessings, what I thought of the other day as the "peasant perspective" which is fucking off ideals and instead being glad of being alive, of every boon that comes; food, shelter, laughter, love, all that cliche shit. Thinking that I have my mind and the opportunity to make the best of what I've got, even with disability, not always, not perfectly, not straight away, and I never know what might happen that's amazing.

Get up again and keep going. Find pleasure in the sky and trees and cake and shows and baths and sleep, keep struggling for your goals, because your life is not the ideal you wanted (yet) is no reason not to try at all.