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⌈ Secret Post #3216 ⌋

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(The Blacklist)

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[The Sum Of Us/Russell Crowe]

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[Dan and Phil]

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[Tokyo Ghoul:re]

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[dick grayson]

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[Scandinavia and the World]

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[Doctor Who]

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[One Piece]

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[Lost Dimension]

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[Sleepy Hollow]

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I'm too melancholy to yell but I'll try.

I KEEP FIGHTING WITH MYSELF OVER DISAPEARING FROM FANDOM SPACES, EVEN ANON SPACES, AND GOING BACK TO STRAIGHT UP LURKING.

ON ONE HAND, I KNOW I'M SUPER ANNOYING AND SHOULD JUST GO AWAY, ON THE THE OTHER HAND, PARTICIPATING IN FANDOM DOES BRING ME SOME MEASURE OF JOY AND I THINK PURPOSELY ISOLATING MYSELF MIGHT MAKE ME LOSE MY ENTHUSIASM FOR MY FANDOM, WHICH I DON'T WANT. SO, I KEEP FORCING MYSELF TO POST ON TUMBLR AND SUCH SO I WON'T FALL OUT OF FANDOM, BUT THEN I START FIGHTING WITH MYSELF AGAIN ABOUT HOW HORRIBLY ANNOYING I AM AND HOW I SHOULD DISAPPEAR.

THE ONLY REASON I EVEN POST ON FS SIGNED IN ANYMORE IS BECAUSE I LIKE LOOKING AT MY ICON.

Can I be sincere for a second and say that you're not annoying? You're clearly very passionate. Some people do find that annoying, but that's not your responsibility. I've always found you intelligent, funny, and interesting when it comes to the things that you're into whether or not I share those interests. If you want to move on from fandom, if there's other things that interest you more and you're not feeling it, obviously that's one thing. But it would make me really sad if you moved on from fandom just because you thought that people were annoyed with you. That would to me represent a profound failure of the whole purpose of fandom. Because to me, you're absolutely the best kind of fan that there is.

Okay sorry about that. I hope that you feel better.

MAN, I FEEL YOU AND LET ME TELL THAT GETTING BACK INTO FANDOM AFTER LURKING AWHILE IS FUCKING HARD. YOU GET SO USED TO JUST SLINKING BACK WHENEVER SOMETHING GOES BAD AND CONVINCE YOURSELF ANYTIME A CONVERSATION GOES BAD IT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE ANNOYING OR SOME SHIT. I TOTALLY GET THE THOUGHT PROCESS BEHIND LURKING AND I'M STUCK IN IT, BUT IF YOU'RE ENJOYING YOURSELF UNANON KEEP AT IT. LURKING WILL JUST MAKE YOU FEEL SHITTY ABOUT YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU STILL WANT TO INTERACT WITH THE PEOPLE BUT DON'T THINK YOU'RE WORTHY OF BEING THEIR FRIENDS.

I LIKE YOUR POSTS AND THINK YOUR ICON'S PRETTY GREAT TOO. IF YOU DECIDE TO TURN TO LURKING I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND, BUT CONSIDER WHY FIRST AND IF IT'LL HELP YOU LONG TERM ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL

The weird thing is I don't consciously think I'm unworthy of anything, but, like, I'm seriously regretting posting my op comment period, and regretting even more that I posted it logged in because any kind of comments directed toward me make me super uncomfortable. I've been deleting (or wishing I could delete) a lot of comments I make lately because I regret drawing any attention to myself, positive or negative. And I've definitely been making a nuisance and annoyance of myself in my fandom, that's not just my perception of things.

I'm not sure what brought on this restless desire to disappear, but it's incredibly uncomfortable and I'm certainly not used to feeling so prickly or feeling much at all.

I THINK YOU'RE THE RADDEST FINGALS. I WILL NEVER WATCH WWE WITHOUT YOU TO MAKE IT FUN.

I DON'T FIND YOU ANNOYING IN THE LEAST. I KNOW I AM ONLY ONE PERSON AND THERE ARE A VARIETY OF OPINIONS IN THIS COMM, BUT NO ONE IS UNIVERSALLY LIKED. NO ONE.

IF THERE ARE A COUPLE PEOPLE WHO HAVE A PROBLEM WITH YOU, SO BE IT; LIKE ANON SAYS, IT ISN'T REALLY YOUR PROBLEM. IF YOU ENJOY POSTING LIKE THIS, I THINK YOU SHOULD KEEP DOING IT. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO LIKE HAVING YOU AROUND (ME, FOR INSTANCE, THOUGH WE DON'T TALK MUCH), BUT WHAT YOU WANT IS PARAMOUNT.

SO IF YOU WOULD BE HAPPIER AS A LURKER THEN MAYBE DO TRY IT OUT FOR A WHILE, SEE IF IT WORKS FOR YOU, BUT DON'T GO AWAY SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU ARE ANNOYING; A LOT OF PEOPLE FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT THEMSELVES. (AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK I THINK TO MYSELF, “I'M AN IDIOT, I SHOULD BE A LURKER, MY POSTS ARE EMBARRASSING," ETC. BUT IT GOES AWAY, AND I STILL ENJOY MYSELF. SELF-ESTEEM ISSUES AND ANXIETY ARE ROUGH BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO WORK AT NOT LETTING IT GET TO YOU.)

I MISS YOU

I probably miss you too, anon.

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