[ SECRET POST #3219 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3219 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.
[Suicide Squad]


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02.
[Dragonlance Legends]


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03.
[Takehiko Inoue's "Real"]


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04.
[Avatar the Last Airbender/Legend of Korra]


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05.
[Dean Martin and Jerry Lewis]


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06.
[The Twelve Kingdoms]


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07.
[Dramatical Murder]


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08.
[Hemlock Grove, Bill Skarsgard]


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09.
[Marvel's Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D]


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10.
[Psycho]


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11.
[Outlander series, Dougal/Claire]










Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 042 secrets from Secret Submission Post #460.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Comments

Re: suicide tw

[(Anonymous)]

Hey, I'm fine.

I'm glad I went through it. I feel like I have more respect for life now, funny as that sounds.

When you're about to die, you go alone. There isn't anyone else standing beside you. Just you and death. It's that "oh-shit" stomach-dropping feeling you get when you go over the edge of a rollercoaster. I realised that in that moment I had absolute choice over my decision - and the actual reality of what I was doing. And I decided to walk the other way.

I mean, it was hard. REALLY hard. It took every single bit of willpower I had left. I felt like there was a physical force pulling at me to die. Like walking through quicksand. But I kept putting one foot in front of the other and eventually it faded.

Not gonna lie, I still have bad days where I feel it tugging at me again, but nothing as terrible as that.

Now I never want to go back there again and I wouldn't wish it on anyone else. But now when people go: "I wonder why so-and-so did something so stupid?" I don't wonder, I know. I don't blame them, honestly. I'm still not sure how I survived.

Do not put yourself through that, anon. Just don't.