[ SECRET POST #3228 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3228 ⌋

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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I'm not sure I know what my comfort zone is. I don't do a lot lately but sit around feeling guilty for not doing things. I mean, up til now. Uh... I don't really have friends, either. I know people, but they don't really seem to give a shit about my well-being. Only family who will listen me complain without saying I need God or a mental hospital is about 1300 miles away. She does what she can.

[cenobitic_anchorite]

I'm sorry. I've been there, with the immobilized guilt thing. It can really dig in for a while, even mixed up with the volume down on the rest of your emotions.

At least you can get that family member via email or phone or something. That's a start, and know that they care. That means something. And maybe the people you know you can't be sure of, but I'm someone you don't know and, maybe weirdly, I care. If you need to talk or anything, I'm available pretty easy.

[(Anonymous)]

Thanks. I don't really know what else to say.

[cenobitic_anchorite]

Don't worry about it. If something comes up, I'd be happy to listen. Otherwise, take care of yourself as best you can, okay?

[(Anonymous)]

Can't really make any promises. Was basically guilt that kept me going this long. Now I'm not sure what to expect, although that other anon seemed to think it would go downhill from here.

[(Anonymous)]

This is still Cenobitic, I'm just elsewhere and I never remember my password.

Don't know that it's about going downhill, just that the next emotional state - whatever and whenever it is - can be tough. The last time I was down, the next thing for me after the apathy stage was anger. It's mostly just having some kind of way to work through or talk through it.

I guess it might be something to examine why you feel guilty kept you going and what could be a better replacement. For your own sake, not anything that's my business. Small goals, things to look forward to, even if they might seem silly or useless at first.

[(Anonymous)]

Hmm I dunno. I'm really tired and I can't really process this at the moment. Think I'm gonna call it a night.

[(Anonymous)]

I hope you sleep well!