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Re: rant thread
(Anonymous) 2015-11-29 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)Re: rant thread
(Anonymous) 2015-11-29 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)Okay, so the situation is that I have major self-esteem issues that manifest into anxiety and especially lately relating to this particular set of friends with whom I roleplay. I always figured that oh, it's just that I don't want to disappoint these people, and I feel way beneath them and that's why I'm anxious.
I mentioned this to another friend outside this group who then told me that while that might be partial reason she has noticed that I have a compulsive need to check everything I'm going to do at the sessions with her or another friend and each time I go "I'd like to do this, but last time I did something similar people laughed at me" which is not something I think about when I think about my anxiety, but that she had noticed.
Soooooo... I talked with one of the members first, and he suggested me relaying a message to everyone, which was basically part of the conversation with this outsider friend with an add-on that I am not blaming these people for my anxiety or my self-esteem issues and I know they can't have noticed because we laugh about everything and I don't want to make them feel bad, but I wanted them to know, because my growing anxiety has been a concern that needs to be solved.