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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-12-14 06:38 pm

[ SECRET POST #3267 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3267 ⌋

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Feel like whining

(Anonymous) 2015-12-15 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't get the job I applied for. I'm trying not to panic. Life seems so difficult and frustrating. I don't want to be a loser anymore. I'm below the poverty line, now unemployed, with forty thousand dollars of student loan debt and no prospects. I feel like crying. I feel like being a fucking crybaby and crying in the damn shower. This sucks. I know that theoretically that I should be able to find something okay but right now i feel paralyzed by defeat. It sucks. I just want to fulfill my obligations to my pets and my loved ones and keep food on the table and our leaky roof over our heads. I know it's just one job of many but i tried so hard. I gave everything i had and it just amounted to fucking nothing. I feel pretty crappy right now and want to wallow.

Re: Feel like whining

(Anonymous) 2015-12-15 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
I totally understand where you're coming from. I say let yourself have that cry in the shower, it's cathartic.
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Re: Feel like whining

[personal profile] mudousetsuna 2015-12-15 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's worse to bottle things like that up. Let it out. It'll clear your head and then you can approach things anew. :( I hope your situation gets better. It can't be bad forever, just be as patient as you can be. It's completely normal to be stressed by all of that.