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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-01-29 07:05 pm

[ SECRET POST #3313 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3313 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Darren Criss]


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[Blind Spot]


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10. [SPOILERS for Undertale]





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12. [WARNING for incest, underage?]



(Free! Iwatobi Swim Club)


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13. [WARNING for rape]



[Jessica Jones, Star Wars, Faults, Dredd, Cucumber Quest]


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15. [WARNING for incest, bestiality]



[how to train your dragon/race to the edge]

























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Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: TW: child abuse

(Anonymous) 2016-01-30 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
During the past month of therapy, I've realized that I was abused as a child. I was hit as punishment by my father, and he was always angry and frightening when he did it -- he'd run after me and chase me down, grab me, and hit me on the butt and legs with his shoe or hand. Sometimes he hit me in the face, at least twice in public that I can remember. My "offenses" were (looking back on it) really mild -- stuff like not listening to him when he told me what to do, complaining when I didn't want to do something, making too much noise in the house when I played. The hitting lasted from toddler-hood to age 13.

I'm not a parent, but I've worked with little kids and spent my teens and early 20s babysitting, and I can't imagine ever being so angry at a child for doing any of those things that I'd get physically violent with them.

Not to mention my father was always in a foul mood and I had no emotional connection with him at all -- I never wanted to be around him, I never went to him with any kind of problem or to show him anything I had accomplished, I never had a real conversation with him till I was around 20. The only time he would ever talk to me as a child was to tell me what to do or tell me what I had done wrong. It was like living with an intimidating school principal or something, when you were a kid afraid of getting in trouble and trying to stay under his radar but somehow always failing.

I don't know. This might sound weird, but when I look back at myself as a child, I feel really sorry for that little girl. I wish she had had a nice friendly dad who actually enjoyed having her around and showed her affection.
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Re: TW: child abuse

[personal profile] kallanda_lee 2016-01-30 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Anon, that sucks and I hope things are better for you now.
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Re: TW: child abuse

[personal profile] sparrow_lately 2016-01-30 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
This might sound weird, but when I look back at myself as a child, I feel really sorry for that little girl.

Anon, this REALLY resonated with me. I hope you find peace. <3