35. I want to say something really eloquent here but I'm having trouble finding the right words so I'm hoping that I can get my point across. I know what it's like to need someone to blame a friend's suicide on. My childhood best friend killed himself in September and it's taken a lot for me to realize that there's really no one you can blame. It takes a while to get to that point though, and I'm still not completely there so I understand what you're going through. I still blame myself and the people around me. I truly hope that you have people that you can talk to about your friend's suicide because I know it can be a really difficult situation to be in.

I don't know if you know about it but there's a support community, survivedsuicide, for people dealing with loss due to suicide. There's some great people there that are willing to offer support and help. And if you do need someone to talk to feel free to message me. :)