[ SECRET POST #3315 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3315 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Sad anon looking for guidance. Trigger warning for suicide/depression I think.

[(Anonymous)]

I probably will end up doing the reading and going to class. I end up sort of forcing this stuff. Sometimes I leave it off in the hopes that the stress will give me the force needed to carry out a suicide plan, but it never works. I'm very absorbed in the status quo.

I hear what you're saying, and it makes sense, but at the same time, I just feel like I CANNOT do it. I don't know how to explain it. I have a list of therapists in my wallet that I wanted to call and go to for help but never did. I don't know if it's fear, I don't know what it is...I don't know how to change it.

Re: Sad anon looking for guidance. Trigger warning for suicide/depression I think.

[(Anonymous)]

It might help if you gradually open yourself to the possibility of doing something different? If any of the steps feel too drastic, just keep thinking about the plan in little ways until you're more at ease with it. Like, what if you took 6 months off school? It's not quitting, because you can go back, and people take semesters off all the time for various reasons so it's not even unusual. And what if you could get 75% of this semester's tuition refunded? That's better than nothing, it would make the conversation with your parents that much easier. Absorb yourself in this, little by little.