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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-03-21 06:38 pm

[ SECRET POST #3365 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3365 ⌋

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Re: suicide cw

(Anonymous) 2016-03-22 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
I've told some people. My mom yelled at me and told me I was lying so I could hurt her, and the friends I told seem to mostly be pretending I never said anything (which I understand cause I guess I wouldn't know what to say to me either, and they have their own problems.) Only one person (my SO) seemed to care and I can't burden them more then I already do so i would rather just pretend.

I just don't want to be alive anymore. everything is too much and too overwhelming

idk im having a hard time expressing myself right now, im sorry

Re: suicide cw

(Anonymous) 2016-03-22 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
NAYRT--that's terrible about your mom; I hope you find more people who will take your pain seriously, and I'm sorry you're feeling overwhelmed and miserable. I don't know if it will help, but maybe try aiming for the first of those long-range plans. Stay alive until then. When you reach that day, stay alive until the next planned thing. Keep planning things. Depression lies; even when your life isn't awful, it's gonna make you think everything will suck forever, and that's not necessarily true. My worst depressive episode lasting through flunking a semester, dropping out of school, moving back home, and a couple of months into finding my first real job before it started to lighten up. I still have shit days, and weeks, and even months here and there. But on the whole, I'm glad I'm alive, even if I wish my life would throw less shit at me. I hope your brain throws less shit at you, and you feel better. Good luck, please don't give up on life yet.