[ SECRET POST #3403 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3403 ⌋

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[(Anonymous)]

I'm sad so talk about your feelings and emotions in this thread, or post fluffy things to cheer people up, or whatever

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[sparrow_lately]

I'm sad too, hi, why are you sad

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[(Anonymous)]

I don't have any real reason to be sad I just feel bad and depression-brain'd and intensely self-critical today

So it's fun

Why are you sad? Do you want to talk about it?

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[sparrow_lately]

I just feel bad and depression-brain'd and intensely self-critical today

yo también

w/ a side of end of semester-ness and Grief Is Weird

Re: Thread

[(Anonymous)]

<3

It's never easy when things pile up like that, that can be stressing even under the best conditions

Re: Thread (tw for food discussion)

[(Anonymous)]

I don't think I have any good coping mechanisms anymore

Traditionally the main coping mechanism has been stress eating. But I'm trying to be healthier, so I feel guilty eating a lot of junk, and I had a salad for lunch, which isn't satisfying but which did leave me fairly un-hungry. And so I'm just sort of sitting here feeling miserable and awful and shitty and I don't know how to cheer myself up.

Re: Thread (tw for food discussion)

[(Anonymous)]

I am so there with you. I've been trying to eat smaller portions and cut out junk food lately, and everything feels so bleak and pointless.

tiny tw for eating disorders

[sparrow_lately]

how do you handle life w/o abusing food or your body in some way bc i do not know

Re: tiny tw for eating disorders

[mrs_don_draper]

A LOT of therapy

Re: tiny tw for eating disorders

[sparrow_lately]

wellllllll fuck

Re: tiny tw for eating disorders

[(Anonymous)]

Some therapy, not necessarily a lot. Get mindfulness cognitive therapy. It is pretty effective for me. And I only needed a few months of each before I could maintain the pracitce on my own.

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[(Anonymous)]

Finals are turning me into a bitch. I picked not one but TWO passive-aggressive fights today! A facebook messenger thread with friends was the cause of both, so I'm just staying away from it until exams are done - it's so hard to read tone and I end up saying things I would never say in person because I know they're hurtful.

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[sarillia]

I have a driving test tomorrow. I'm really nervous. I've already failed twice. I just get so tense because I hate having someone watching my every move. And there's so much pressure on me to finally get my license because there is absolutely nothing within walking distance where I live and not being able to drive has really been holding me back.

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[(Anonymous)]

Good luck! I'll be keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you. Driving makes me nervous and it took me four tries to get my license. I always feel like everything's closer than it actually is, so if there are other cars driving near me, I feel like they're gonna swerve into my lane or I'm gonna brake badly and crash into them. There are lots of things within walking distance of me, but my workplace is not one of them because it's out in the countryside and it would take me four hours to walk there (no public transportation passes by there, natch).

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[lb_lee]

I have a new boyfriend. (Well, new to F!S, I mean.) Poly is kinda a new thing for me, and despite the challenges it's actually been... really nice? So I'm happy!

I'm less happy about the comic project I'm doing right now. You know those projects you probably would've turned down had you realized just how big it would be? Yeah, one of those. Thankfully, Phineas Gage will be out of my life soon, since the deadline's June 1st.

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[(Anonymous)]

I've isolated myself for so long I'm not sure how to talk to people on the internet anymore beyond anon commenting and throwaway accounts. I was hoping maybe I could make some friends through fanart, but I never seem to finish anything and it's terrifying putting myself out there.

All my problems come back to me being too afraid of failure to actually do anything worthwhile and feeling like a piece of shit because it's pretty fucking simple to fix.

I just want someone who believes in me you know. Self confindence should come from with-in and all, but it's damn hard when you're starting from zilch.

And I don't wanna burden anyone with my feelings because nobody likes hearing depressing shit and want people to like me damnit.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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[(Anonymous)]

before anyone reccommends a therapist or meds, I've tried that and I feel guilty wasting my parent's money and can't bring myself to open up to the therapist at all

all I really want is to be self sufficient but I keeping shooting myself in the foot whenever I try

and know that's setting myself for failure is causing that so I avoid feeling like shit by distracting myself with distracting myself anyway possible

like do I even want to get better

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[(Anonymous)]

Was having a really crappy week, but most things have been sorted out for the most part. Next week is still busy but my personal projects are keeping me occupied. Looking forward to the summer hours at work so I can relax a little.

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[kaleidoscope]

I'm 37 years old and I've only been living by myself for 6 months when I got out of college (so age 21). I've lived with my mom for over 15 years now. Today I put her into a nursing home. I've done all I could to keep her safe at home, but she now needs more. Alzheimer's sucks. Leaving her in a new building with very unfamiliar surroundings is so hard. The house is quiet now. It's my house now. And it's empty. I have weekends now where I don't have to stay at home to be with her. I don't know how to handle this.

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[(Anonymous)]

Oh my God, I'm so sorry about all of that. Alzheimer's is so awful. My heart goes out to you so much.