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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-08-03 05:50 pm

[ SECRET POST #3500 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3500 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eghk9bVNN9M ]


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[Impractical Jokers (R-L): Joe, Q, Sal, Murr]


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[American Gods]


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[Pretty Little Liars]


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[Doctor Who]


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07.
[A Game of Thrones, Littlefinger/Sansa]


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[Brie Larson vs. Alison Brie]














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Re: confession thread

(Anonymous) 2016-08-04 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
I'm kind of in this same place now, and I'm not sure what to do about it.

I've gained back some, though not all, of the weight, and although I didn't like the way I was treated when I was smaller, I wouldn't say I intentionally gained weight. More that I was really tired of constantly having to watch every single thing I put in my mouth and constantly being hungry. (Yes, I know certain foods are supposed to be more filling, and that eventually your stomach should shrink and you'll feel full with less food, but even when I ate supposedly filling foods and ate all the healthy stuff I was supposed to, and stuck to it for two years...I still was constantly starving.)

I've been kind of depressed lately because I know I need to go back to how things were, lose the weight I've gained back, plus lose more (I wasn't at my goal when I started gaining it back) but...I don't really WANT to. I know I should for my health, but I'm much happier, and I feel like my mental health is better, being larger. All the social bullshit that comes with being smaller is just a major do not fucking want.

Ugh.

Re: confession thread

(Anonymous) 2016-08-04 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
NAYRT, but did you pick your original weight loss goal because you wanted to hit it, or because your doctor suggested it? Because if it was the former, well, you maybe don't want the same things as when you started, if it's the latter, maybe talk to your doctor about it. As long as being fatter makes you less miserable than being skinny, I'd say it's healthier in the long run. You can always lose weight later if you change your mind, but you can't go back in time and make yourself happy when you were miserable.