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How's everybody doing?

I am exhausted. I am thinking of taking the day off Friday just because. I can afford to but I always feel guilty when I skip work!

Same. D: I went into work today despite my face still swollen and generally feeling like crap because I was supposed to be training someone and I HATE feeling like I'm letting co-workers down.

Other co-worker took one look at me though and basically said, "Go home and rest before I beat you up."

ugh. tired...

Feeling a little down. Second job interview didn't go quite as well as the first, I don't think. I don't really know. They said they'd let me know this week, and I haven't heard yet. And I know my biggest issue is the lack of Spanish.

I just feel like I'm a burden on my parents right now. I need to have my own place. We found this week long immersion Spanish program in Minnesota, but languages just don't come naturally to me. I'm not sure if even with that I can learn it.

I'm just ready to be out of the house and doing something besides sitting in my room working on Spanish and hunting for jobs. And I'm feeling down on myself and wondering if I'm ever going to find something.

One thing that kinda helped me was putting movies I really liked and could recite the dialogue in my sleep on as background noise, but using the foreign language (French, in my case) language track. Good luck with the job hunt!

Why must you be bilingual?

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Checking my suicide plan is still workable every week, hoping each week I won't need to enact it. Gotta love the UK government policy on the disabled.

Badly, but at least I have actually taken steps to get out of my current situation. Tough that scares me to death an gives me more stress.

Alternately really happy about how well my job interview today and really pessimistic that everyone else's probably went well too and maybe I'm not what they're looking for...

/vague hand motion and a lot of grimacing

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Had a doctor's appointment about my foot problems. Waste of time. Kinda bummed out by it. Got no answers, just a list of expensive-ass physical therapy places.

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It seems like going a long time without any work is as bad for my mental state as going a long time without any days off. When I've worked for too long, I become exhausted, but when I've gone too long without working, I become listless and apathetic. I'm trying to figure out the best way to get my motivation back--a nature hike, maybe?

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Sad and listless. Floating around aimlessly feeling sad. I'm tryin to distract myself throughout the days (and in sept school will start so that'll help) but yeah

I'm out of one of my antidepressants because of an annoying pharmacy problem. It's not a great week.

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Kinda anxious. My dad has had shortness of breath and hasn't felt well lately. He's a bit of a hypochondriac and works in the medical field so he knows more than is probably good for him. But he's not one to raise the alarm and he actually went to the emergency room twice this week. At least the doctors know and like him, so he got great care but it's freaking me out.

Plus, my dad suffers from depression so when things go wrong, he worries and he keeps it all in. I wish I knew how to help him, and I really hope he'll be okay.

sad and lonely :(

I'm not in a great mental state. I put on a brave face for my friends but oftentimes I feel like just stabbing myself repeatedly, as if it would help me.

Not too bad...been feeling a bit more down than usual in the last couple weeks because of friend drama. Depression peeks through sometimes when stuff like that happens, but thanks to meds it's pretty much under control, for which I'm very thankful.

Not well, but not about to fall to pieces. My therapist came back from vacation, which is a big relief -- knowing she's around even when I'm doing fine gives me comfort.

My Anxiety is being an ass lately, but other than that, I'm all right.

Still bipolar.

I'm just so tired. Dead exhausted in the hyperactive jittery way where I can't focus and need to get shit done abd seem really over active and silly but really I am tired and struggling.

Doing well with general anxiety and depressive thoughts and stuff like that, although work is sort of emotionally trying.

Lots and lots of really low self-image stuff, though.

Was in a mild state of freakout on Monday, because of the stress of a Centrelink letter. It culminated with a crying fit in my doctor's office. My doctor is a great lady BTW.

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