I'm so sorry. I know that feeling. It hurts so much it makes me feel sick. :(

You deserve so much better. Hang in there. It's hard to accept that he probably won't talk to you again, but it's probably best at this point to start investing your emotional energy elsewhere. You'll get through it.

Feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk more (if you have an account or are comfortable with making an account or a sock). ♥