[ SECRET POST #3529 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3529 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
[Luther]


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[Orlando Bloom, Elijah Wood, Dominic Monaghan, Billy Boyd, Sean Astin]


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[Supernatural]


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[Ane Brun- "Do You Remember" (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lI30Qw69AQ)]


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06.
[The Pillars of the Earth miniseries]


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[Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries]
















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Comments

rambly vent

[(Anonymous)]

brief warning for suicide mention in the second comment

Re: rambly vent

[(Anonymous)]

i feel like I am having a mental breakdown and I don't know who to talk to. I ended up sitting on the empty sidewalk of a random street today cause i was crying too hard to keep walking home, and I don't think anyone saw me but it still feels so humiliating. I feel nauseous but maybe thats because I haven't anything but some pieces of bread in the past 8 hours, but I feel too sick to get up and cook something. I feel like I'm going crazy. my brain is in a scary place

I kind of want to call a suicide hotline but I don't want them calling the police on me or something. I don't know what to do. I don't know who to talk to.

I am sorry about posting this here I know its annoying but this is just the only place i could think of. I am sorry. I really am.

Re: rambly vent

[dani_phantasma]

Hey its okay.

If it helps you feel better, I've called suicide hotlines before and they didn't call the police. I don't think they do that unless they think you're in immediate danger of self harm or suicide. In my experience they would usually just try and talk you through your problems.

Re: rambly vent

[(Anonymous)]

im probably feeling too sick to talk out loud now so its whatever. but considering i am a chronic self harmer, i still would have too many concerns to be able to trust them fully.

thank you though

Re: rambly vent

[dani_phantasma]

You're welcome.

I hope you feel better, in both respects. Hugs if wanted.

Re: rambly vent

[(Anonymous)]

I volunteered at a suicide hotline for about 4 years. We really only call the police in very specific situations- if someone tells a clear plan on how they are going to kill themselves or another person and it becomes evident that they are planning on going through with that plan. I think I called the police on 6 people that entire time (and I volunteered 6 hours a week for those 4 years)...5 of those told me their address so that I could send the police to their location to help. Just so you know if you do want to call in the future. It's very rare that we ever call the police on someone.

Re: rambly vent

[(Anonymous)]

It's not annoying and if talking about it here helps, that's a good thing. I don't really know what to say other than that but I'm sorry everything is so awful and I hope it gets better.

Re: rambly vent

[(Anonymous)]

Go talk to people at /r/SuicideWatch on Reddit, not even kidding. Those guys have helped me through a lot. There's always going to be someone there that wants to hear from you, wants to let you vent off everything that's wrong, and you can be 100% assured that no one's going to call the police on you. It's incredibly reassuring.

Re: rambly vent

[diet_poison]

You probably were nauseous due to lack of food. It's much later now and I hope you're feeling better. Stock up on things like popsicles, ice cream, and other easy-to-eat, soothing things. Maybe some saltine crackers? Dunno what you have an easier time eating.

And don't feel bad about talking about it here. ♥

You can do it. Things will get better. Don't be afraid to seek help. Call a hotline if you want to. Try to get professional help if you can. Many places have low-cost options. A hotline can probably help you find something, too.