case: ([ Zell; Sleepy. ])
Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2008-04-12 05:46 pm

[ SECRET POST #463 ]


⌈ Secret Post #463 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 19 pages, 459 secrets from Secret Submission Post #066.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 3 4 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 1 2 3 - repeat ], [ 1 - personal attack ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

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(Anonymous) 2008-04-13 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
I'm writing this mainly because you remind me of myself in some respects. One Piece is pretty much the only anime I watch anymore; I used to watch a lot of it, but most of the shows I've seen or heard of in the past 7 years or so really haven't appealed to me. OP just struck the right chord with me and was different enough to catch my attention at all.

While I never considered myself antisocial or a people-hater, I did have an unconscious mindset of needing everyone to come to me, and found myself waiting for other people to come along to pave the way for my "real" life to start. I was unaware of it until a few incidents forced me into self-awareness and I realized that that wasn't who I wanted to be.

The thing is, most people don't want to have to do all the work in a relationship of any kind, they want their friends to be willing to work at things, too. When they're always going to you or having to help you through your problems, or what have you, it gets tiring for them, and you come across as not very interested in or invested in your friendship. And who'd want to spend all that time and energy on someone who doesn't really care? The fact of the matter is, to find your true friends, you have to be willing to go after them, too. That's one of the main things I took from OP: everyone does absolutely everything they can do themselves, and when that isn't enough, then their friends are there to help them. That's one of the things I found so inspiring about them-- none of them waited around for anyone and by working toward their own goals, they found their friends.

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(Anonymous) 2008-04-14 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
I've tried.... I just.. I'll loose myself in the moment? I don't even know how to describe it properly... I'll say something I shouldn't of... But in the more common cases, I've physically assaulted a friend.

sometimes.. there's not even anything to set me off. I'll just turn and punch one of them. I honestly don't know why I do it. It just happens... I don't feel bad most of the time either - until they start avoiding me. That's usually when it finally clicks that i've done something I should't.

I don't want to hurt them. I KNOW that it's not right, and I don't WANT to blame them for leaving. I'd leave if I could too....

that doesn't mean it still doesn't hurt.....